Long Post Incoming...
You do seem to be very open to new ideas. What did you learn from holographic fractal theory?
Well for starters, I was on a point of my life that I was changing my paradigm and I was looking for something flexible that could be able withstand change as the truth is always changing. At one point i was also studying mediumship at the time and i was surprise that what the catholic church teaches had not all the truth in it(it does but it has been distorted) but when i came full circle at the realization that it does but superficially it was not enough to satisfy my quench for truth. So after a while I ended up in the holofractal reddit and asked for help on what i could read to understand the theory because it sounded very coherence, like it was calling out to me it resonated with me so i when down the rabbit hole.
After a while of studying and sharing with the people at the subreddit, I felt like I was part of something, felt glad and happy, also crying of happiness hahaha that i could find like minded individuals and that I was not alone in this search for truth and a home to belong to.
Now getting back to the question after giving some background, I can say that I learned a lot about the universe and concepts that were separated within my mind started to connect and make sense like dots connecting and making a big spider web and I have a gf(at the time now she is my ex) that led me into learning more about myself and seeing how flawed and immature as a individual I was...then it came to me like a bolt of lighting, "if I was so smart why am i so such a dick?" that relationship was not best and neither was I or her at that time but it was what I needed in other to improve, then I started to apply my knowledge on myself trying to figure out for myself why was I behaving the way I was.
I started to break up the concept on my mind that started to make me feel pain and took them apart, being able to come up with a reasoning that made more sense, which lead into it being less subjective and more objective but at the same time being more flexible to be able to accept others as their own beings and coexist in peace while being respectful and self loving. Long story short I came to the realization that was commonly known as maturing lol and as a result I started to notice that my behavior and my way of speaking was more coherence in spanish mainly xD.
Also holographic fractal theory, showed me that is ok to be yourself being your own sovereign of your own life, to have self love, self esteem and that being a singularity and expressing yourself in many ways was fractal by nature, that is ok to be different and to think for yourself and for yourself while taking responsibility for yourself and thing you do in life, while respecting others and having compassion for others and how to be a man too.
Of course all this what i have said above starting from starting to know the holofractal theory to the present moment is about 4 years or so... I think.
Is English your native language?
No, my native language is spanish, I live in Guatemala Latin America it is below Mexico which is below Texas. So if my sentence do not make sense sometimes, you know why is it.
* Why did you choose the handle "Balance12"?
Well, it can from when I was playing Guild Wars 2 and had a character(warrior) called Balance Breaker(comes from the anime Highschool DxD) and people used to call me Balance, so i thought to make it my nickname because it seems people were more fond of it since it was more easy to say it compare to Balance Breaker, then the 12 came because those were the first keywords that were i found very comfortable reaching to when i wrote passwords then i just placed to the side of Balance and it stayed there and the rest is history.